Vatos...

I went to check out the homegirl today... haven't spent time with her in years.  I seen her in the home life... with three babies... three kids that her and the homeboy are raising... Damn, they have been together for years.  They've gone through so much, but honestly, Im glad that they are still making it work.  That they came together for the children and I caught them checking themselves... talking about life when they "use to" drink... orale, I must be getting old... I was happy for them :)  (((Got me thinking about my future... about family life... about me and my man David)))

Then I started to listen to my ex's messages... Fuck, I feel like I may be too hard on him.  He's a fucked up... lol... un pinche callejero/malandrino... up to no good... but while I review the last few messages on the phone.... I see that besides most of them being from him... he asks to me to bring his boy around so we can all chill... the night]he got locked up, the message on the phone was up beat and said he wanted us to drink and he wanted to spend time with our son.  Usually when he has said that, I'll give him an opportunity and he'll do good a few days... maybe a week and thats it... I guess its the nature of the vato... these days he's got all kinds of hoes... chale con eso, le dijo... good luck to him... :)

Y luego... un vato that I have known for sometime... un vato del otro lado... we got to chatting today... damn, I dunno if I was just real emotional or what, but I cried on the phone with him today... He got me thinking of the future and I just dont know what to think right now...

My vato... no, he's no cholo... bearly cusses... but I know he's got love for me... I know it.  I know he's good for me... I know it... I know it... David, I'm sorry for the confusion. There is so much I need to work on... thank you for being patient pa'! You show me everyday I made the right choice... Thank you for taking a risk on me... I know Im not what you are use too... Hey, that makes two of us... but we both have similar goals and keep the conversation hott!!! ;)

A lot of things came to light today...

I got the answer to a question I didnt ask, but wanted to know... I heard his messages on the phone and I remembered how much you meant to me at one time.... 

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Gotta be honest with myself and take control of everything around me.  I believe in the "law of attraction"... I believe we need direction in order to move forward.  Even though, this morning Noah missed his bus and I drove him out to school... on my way back I took another road just because mornings in the Yakima Valley are a gift from GOD.... on that drive I got an answer to a question I had on my mind for several months.... how amazing is that?  So the morning continued to be a progressive one... Today, I think Im gonna go on a drive and get lost with the Nikon :) But not before I grab some bomb ass waffles and coffee...

I started writings this with one subject in mind... "pee-wees and OGs" and I couldnt bring myself to discuss that subject further... Lets see if I "woman up" later this afternoon!!!

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